October

My favorite song for a very long time, and never realized the meaning behind it.. HE always finds me where I need HIM, when I need HIM so I thought I'd share the lyrics with you all

I can't run anymore
I fall before You
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting it


Broken
Lifeless
I give up
You're my only strength
Without You
I can't go on
Anymore 
Ever again


My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from You)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into Your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love


I can't run anymore
I give myself to You
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry
In all my bitterness
I ignored
All that's real and true
All I need is You
When night falls on me
I'll not close my eyes
I'm to alive
And You're too strong
I can't lie anymore
I fall down before You
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry



My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from You)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into Your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love


Constantly ignoring
The pain consuming me
But this time it's cut too deep
I'll never stray again



My only hope
(All the times I've tried)
My only peace
(To walk away from You)
My only joy
My only strength
(I fall into Your abounding grace)
My only power
My only life
(And love is where I am)
My only love




My only hope

(All the times I've tried)

My only peace

(To walk away from You)

My only joy

My only strength

(I fall into Your abounding grace)

My only power

My only life

(And love is where I am)

My only love

Never really realized the meaning behind the song, but God always brings me to stuff when I need inspiration. I was explaining to Scott why I had a rat named October, so I played him the song, and the lyrics ran straight to my soul... The Lord is what drives me on...

<3 Melissa

P.S. the song is Evanescence-October